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跟你愛的人走原諒我不送
Gen ni ai de ren zhou yuan liang wo bu song
You follow your lover away, forgive me for not being able to take you there
年輕是我唯一的錯
Nian qing shi wo wei yi de cuo
My age was the one and only problem
在列車進站之前紅燈在閃爍
Zai lie che jin zhan zhi qian hong deng zai shan shuo
Before the train comes into the station, the red light flashes
閉上眼放開雙手
Bi shang yan fang kai shuang shou
You close your eyes, letting go of our entwined hands
請在我後悔之前離開我
Qing zai wo hou hui zhi qian li kai wo
Please leave before I regret it
在我還沒有崩潰的時候
Zai wo hai mei you beng kui de shi hou
Before I break down
不願意再用深情勒索你的溫柔
Bu yuan yi zai yong shen qing le suo ni de wen rou
No longer willing to use these feelings, however genuine, to extort your gentleness
會有多難過明天再說
Hui you duo nan guo ming tian zai shuo
Let's not talk about how painful this will be until tomorrow
請在我後悔之前離開我
Qing zai wo hou hui zhi qian li kai wo
Please leave before I regret it
去某個幸福快樂的星球
Qu mou ge xing fu kuai le de xing qiu
Go to any other fortunate, happy planet
不確定我的笑容還能夠撐多久
Bu que ding wo de xiao rong hai neng gou cheng duo jiu
I don't know how much longer I will be able to maintain my present smile
如果你慈悲千萬別回頭
Ru guo ni ci bei qian wan bie hui tou
If you are compassionate, never ever look back
...please do. Please don't. Please please do.
College...I don't know what college is. I love it. I dislike it. I could never hate it. TCS is my family away from home. They've made me feel that I reallie do belong. Here. At Harvard. Other people. I...I need to meet more people. I don't know what I'm going to do about blocking for next year. People here...ha. You figure, you get here, and people will view you as equal. But no. They talk down to you. As if you're a little child, yet unable to understand. They share knowing smiles about your "ignorance." Simply because I believe. Because I genuinely try. Because I still believe in our damn human race. Don't tell me this place is all politicking. Don't tell me not to trust the people who've made this place home for me. Don't define my rights and wrongs and beliefs.
The hell with competition. Trashing people, using people to get ahead. Screw your fake smiling.
I love TCS. With all my heart. I honestly don't know what I'd do without you guys. I don't think I could ever thank you all enough.
I want to go home.
But in the end...I still want to be here.
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| So. I went up to Harvard this past Saturday - just yesterday, actually, now that I think about it, but it feels like...so much longer since I left Jersey. I'm not upset to be gone from there - from home at least. One of the speakers at the Dean's welcome we just attended today called Harvard home and that's what I reallie hope it becomes for me. My roommate is amazing - her name is Amy and she's from Georgia and we have everything in common. It's wonderful. She's been through and understands and feels and has the same opinions as me. I love the Harvard Housing service so much =) Our room is reallie nice as well - we have this blocked up, fake fireplace thing with a Veritas shield on it - I love all of the old-ness at Harvard. The buildings are so gorgeous. I love seeing brick everywhere. Our room is reallie big - we have a common room area, which has our desks and bookcases, etc., and a smaller bedroom with our beds and closets. We de-bunked the beds and I sleep in the common room instead, which is more than big enough to be a room and a study - we have so much free space. It's still like having my own room plus all the benefits of a roommate =) Everyone here is so friendly and open, and the upperclassmen and my proctor all seem to be reallie nice. I reallie think I'm gonna like it here...=))
All the best to everyone at home and everyone already in college - I hope this year is a great one for all of us! I miss you guys all terribly.
Please, whether you're religious or not, pray for Junaid's sister. I have been and I am and I have no religious affiliation at all.
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| -- New layout: Loveless ft Aoyagi Ritsuka
-- Accomplished: Otakon
Warped Tour
Shore points
Six Flags
Paid fall semester term bill
Satiated appetite for sushi
Purchased Macbook Pro, printer/scanner/copier, and blue ipod nano
-- Failed/Not yet accomplished: Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
Dorming purchases/college packing
Florida/Disney
-- Looking forward to: Six Flags one last time
Seeing Mimi
Clothes shopping for college
August 29
-- I'm happier now than I've ever been before. Summer '07 has by far exceeded all expectations. It's just like I dreamed it would be - the best time of my life (thus far - never stop shooting for the stars.)
-- I never thought I could feel like this...<3
-- One month left, on the dot. Let's make this count.
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| Wow. I dislike Mrs. Reggev an extreme, extreme amount that reallie shouldn't be possible X_X I honestly was reallie looking forward to her class and everything... So. She wants to drop my grade from an A to a B. She said straight out - You have an A based on all of your written work. BUT! Because you weren't in class, due to the band trip (2 days), G&T (once every month), overnight to Harvard (2 days), and a doctor's appointment (1 day), ALL of which were excused, your grade is going to drop. Because apparently, you can't make up "class participation" points when you aren't physically in class. So those have to become zeroes. The hell? You soo cannot give me random zeroes lady. I will fight you all the way up to the freaking Board of Ed! Goddammit. This is way too much effort for second semester of senior year X_X I'm already writing her a freaking essay that NO ONE else in the class has to write because of my absences. Damn her...I have a meeting with her, Mrs. Stanko (my guidance counselor), and Mrs. Shafer (the department head) Wednesday morning -_- I wish Mrs. Stanko weren't so dumb =( But! On a happier note - I'm going down the shore tomorrow  | | |
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